I've found, however, during the last few weeks that Lost mysteries can be quite frustrating when they apply to me personally. They can also show evidence of God's faithfulness - even in the little things. Either I'm getting older and more forgetful or ? ? ? (there has to be another explanation; I just can't think of it yet) because I keep losing things lately.
The first item to disappear was my summer reading chart from our local library. I've been reading a variety of books this summer in the hopes of snagging one of the $50 reward gift cards and was ready to record the final (16th) book, but the chart paper wasn't in the kitchen drawer where it's been all summer. I checked and rechecked that drawer and then every other place in the house, but it was nowhere to be found. Now I know it's not real important in the scheme of life, but since I worked so hard on this all summer I really wanted to turn it in, so I prayed and asked God to show me where it was. I woke up several times that night and each time asked where the paper was. Early in the morning the thought came to me: maybe it slipped out the back of the drawer and is in the cupboard beneath. When I got up to check, there it was, sitting so nicely on top of my pots and pans! I definitely believe it was God giving me the thought to look under the drawer.
I also lost a library book - again checked over and over all throughout the house. This one actually went on for over a week. I guess God was teaching me patience and persistence. The sad part was that I never even read it; so I really didn't want to have to pay for it. This afternoon, after praying again, I thought to check under the front seat of my car - there it was. It never even made it into the house!! (I have 2 days to actually read it before it's due). I now will have much more sympathy for my students who misplace library books. :)
But it never ends! This morning, while working at school, I couldn't find my calendar pocket chart. Last June I stuffed things all over because my classroom was going to be painted; the tricky part now is remembering where I put everything. After checking every cupboard and closet, I gave up. But my mom didn't, and she thought (with a little Godly direction) to check in the bookshelves. Why I put it there, I'll never know.
And finally, while rushing out the door this morning to get to an appointment with an optician, I couldn't find my car keys. As I was praying, I wondered what the Lord was thinking about all my forgetfulness! I eventually found the keys in the bottom of my purse and was only a few minutes late.
I'm very thankful that God answers prayers for even these little things that are Lost. Every time I (finally) find something again, it reminds me of God's love and faithfulness. And -
If God cares enough to help me find my little lost things, how much more does He care about saving Me: I once was Lost, but now am Found.
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